Title: '' ' ' creative impulses```

Gender: Male

Age: Ageless

Sun Sign: Libra

Chinese Sign: Water Dragon

Location: Los Angeles, CA

( the following paragraph was inspired by the meeting of
Alison and Sol from Jan to April 2008 , moving with the moment)
It was a time of creativity, transformation and synchronicities…
               …the rest of the song  / poem is in
my blog section under Bonjour Bijou …the 3rd blog in ~~~
                   
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c'est vou, vivant bijou                       It is you, living jewel,
La splendor qui nous emus,        The Brilliance that moves us,  
pour gouter la spectre                    To taste the spectrum of  
           d' emotions                                         emotions
et respirer les contrastes de la vie    and breath the contrasts
                                                                            of living……

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~~~   best regards, to you, and your home   ~~~
                            the moments that inter-weave,
                          and the currents  which we ride       
~~~   the spectrum of emotions, and the contrasts of living   ~~~
 
        ~~~   We are the ones we have been waiting for   ~~~
                    and this planet is the place we call home,
                  We exist on a living vibrant planet with 
        many unseen energies,  inter-weaving, with a series 
          of heart-felt moments, disappointments, and dreams.

sometimes what people   want / need / are looking for is
    just outside your comfort zone, reach for it, take a try …
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                         what we are is Lifes gift to us
     what we make of ourselves is our gift back to Life
       “`    have some faith       have some courage   “`
        toss in a bowl,  add some spices, bon  apetit    
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     I'm here for the buffet,  of wild minds, an appetite for living, and the feral qualities that say “here I am” in animals
                   and people…the free thoughts
            and strange beautiful people who find
     their heads in the clouds,  their feet on the ground,
              and the depths of the places in between —
            and those who have an appetite for living,  
            and feel a connection with earth energies…

         I was a feral child   ~~~   I never argue with nature
     I take the weather as it is   ~~~   I'm friends with infinity
     ~~~    I'm the person I've always  wanted to meet   ~~~

   I relate with celtics, and the forest dwellers, phoenicians,
      and wanderers who live in yurts next to their animals…
         
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                         The journey is the destination,
                         The experience is the adventure,
                         Photography is the art of the moment   …
                        
                              From chaos arrive possibilities
                ~~~   ~~~   ~~~   ~~~   ~~~   ~~~   ~~~   ~~~
               I live my life as most poets wish they could,
         tho I know the difference between wild and reckless…
            And the differences between anarchy and chaos, 
     I view living as an art, which means its open to inter-pretation.
            for example, my creative space is wild and chaotic —

       I view living as an art, we are all artists, in our own way,
                the spectrum of emotions and the depths
             of the adventure of living, and the connections   …
                       and the currents which we ride   ……
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    I was born at 9:30 p.m. in Afula, Israel on Oct 6, 1952
year of the water dragon…Libra sun, taurus moon, gemini rising
libra mercury, scorpio venus, sag mars, libra saturn, taurus jupitor, cancer uranus, libra neptune, leo pluto, cap chiron…

       Sometimes I wonder how much it really matters,
                   sometimes I don't take it seriously,
               and other times I'm more than curious
                 and sometimes its right there   so   
              you're welcome to give me your insight   …
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   ***   FLOW   -   “where action and awareness meet,
                     where feel and form find balance “   ***  (c) solspitz
       from ” AN APPROACH TO HORSE UNDERSTANDING
                         FOR THE 21st CENTURY “          (c) Sol Spitz
                 ( the over-all theme for one of the books
                            I plan in the near future
              
    other books will be “Love Is A Path On A Slippery  Slope” , 
              and  “Surreptitious Emotions” (c) Sol Spitz
                          a collection of poetry and songs
                   which are  the 106 in this blog section,
      
            and, some books of my photography and sayings   ,,,
            and, a few more regarding equines  / canines
            and peoples relation / connections with nature  ,,,
                          and some short stories, etc
            I've accumulated a lot in my time of creativity
   _________________________________________________    also, my website is in its infancy  www.solspitz.com .
 and www.sol6.gaia.com  info & blogs regarding animals,
and www.sols.gaia.com/blog   which contains writings/songs/poems and other writings regarding people and their connection with nature, horses, and the cycles of relations with each other & their selves as metaphors…
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Thanks for the music, and the book recommendations, blogs,
      and moments of art,  ( its a museum without the traffic )

       ~~~~~~~~~ ”  a  college story ” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~—

When I was college age, I left school after the first quarter, for a year and a half, to get some things “out of my system”…( On the advice of my psychology professor, who was about twelve years older, and made a point of letting me know, and showing, that she used to dress commando style.)…..to travel and experience some living, such as living with her for a few months..teaching me to be an artist model..for her ink & watercolors   ..So of course it awoke the dormant creative impulses…after years of forced mediocrity, and the people that go along with it, …
I was writing songs ( some are in my blogs section ),  and at that time I put together a punk band called
                              “the Popes Scrotum”…
            our mission statement was to save the world, 
                     and have a good time doing it…

History was unfolding…tho we only practiced  three times, at the guitar players house, and then after we played two songs,
,” jesus was a bad bad boy”, and “stuffin the muffin”…and were halfway thru ” the angle of the dangle equals the heat of the meat”“… when we got thrown out of the first, and only  club we ever played, …for disturbing some ones peace…
tho it could have been the anatomically correct pope puppet .
or the drummer being a bad drunk…and a walking pinata, or the condom & sex toys christmas tree, or a police sargeant  checking i.d.s, looking for his daughter, …all in the name of art..
Maybe, a better band name would 've been ” the New Messiahs” or  ” Cylops and the Four Skins ” …I wasn't mellow enough for a hippie ,or angry for punk, so I moved to Arizona…for horses…

  Fortunately in that time period never once did  I think I needed therapy, or counseling. tho its more than just about me.   The drummer ended up in a temporary mental asylum, known as his parents house and he was grounded  till he got a serious job, as a limo driver… the guitar player was last seen wandering the streets saving peoples souls reading from a bible near a planned parenthood clinic, and  still lives in his parents basement , who think I was the worst influence on their son, tho he sold me acid..( which had some great adventures )
       . The other guys went on to nashville
                to play country music,  its much safer for them -…
            I went back to college, …I became a pimp,
             to pay my way thru a pre-law program… 
                     and sold weed  to the groupies,
                 some who became lawyers wives, 
                and some are now  yoga instructors…
           and some now drive big suv's to  Whole Foods Market
            and take up two spaces…while on the cell phone…

            ( p.s.   please don't be offended, I take yoga class
                        and enjoy it, tho i have to look around to
         see the position I am to do….  and I enjoy my cell phone
      and I have had public sex in Catalinas suv  in the parking lot)
                   tho we parked between the marked lines……

   I had a passing thought  -  ( okay God talked to me, 
 actually, I was channeling…Mr Ed..the talking horse)                     
                  Of  starting a creative clothing line
        for over-priced  yoga wear called  “pimp daddies” ,
                      in honor of my time in college..
             and  all the profits go to send boxes of  air-in-a-can
                   to people who wouldn't know how to breath 
                            unless someone told them how …
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Just a note..at a local coffee shop I had to over-hear another meaningless cliche about relations, …it gets tiring of hearing    that    stupid cliche ……that men don't communicate…
… some men do……I know I sometimes do, ( depending on who you talk to )    and some women do,    some women don't… and  some people talk a lot and still say nothing much

…and what I've found is that some women look for men who  don't communicate, or commit… so  (1)  it takes the heat off of them,   to be open, deep  and intimate,..
   they can conveniently blame their fear of intimacy on the guy,
                 and mistake fucking for being  intimate,
                 but its not always intimacy thats involved, 
         as some well know, but thats what they choose…
       so maybe thats what they really want but won't admit

                      (2) or  they try to change the guy,
         the guy who is aloof, and  doesn't communicate , , into something they can mold, or better yet to tell them what to do…
                        or they want to be told what to do   
                  which obviously doesn't work well…either…
        ..hey if you want to communicate in a relation then find someone who is open to communicate, and by the way…
               talking all the time is not communication…
                  it just means you're afraid of silence
  Hearing cliches that pass for knowledge..is about as welcome as rotting fruit,.and just talking like a bird ,to be heard, doesn't
always pass as communication…
                  so..what is communication ?
  ***  My idea of it is that sometimes we listen, really listen, ***
              +  and sometimes we say what is heart felt 
                   +   and sometimes we just converse
                 ***     and sometimes its unspoken   ***

( just a note: one of the best ways to see someone
       past their superficial selves and their mask,
     is to see how they handle adversity, and pressure  —    
     that takes  care of wasting time, investing emotions  
      and wondering about your needs and figuring out who you want in a relationship that can carry their share, also 
     why limit your selves   —   there are many possibilities ~~~
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 A lunch companion recently  told me that what people listen to,       privately and loud, is what moves them,
               and she mentioned  especially when :
     (1) if no one is around, and you're just getting out of the   
      shower, what do you listen to while you're dancing around
      drying your hair —
(2) you're in the car alone, what music are you now listening to
       — with the volume up —
      ~~~    so, what do you listen to, what music moves you—
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***   I invite people to come over and inter-mingle with my horses, and discuss their connections with nature, sometimes with words, sometimes silence…I know my connections, tho I'd like to know your thoughts and feelings, one of the reasons is that as part of my horse presentations ,  I  use horses as a metaphor to go to the subconcious, thats where changes are made regarding decisions, and rather  than trying to change the world, I figure if people have a fresh approach to their perspectives, then maybe they'll build fresh habits,
Thats the ultimate in freedom, the ability to evolve thru our lives…and make our own decisions…

so…my voice has to go straight to the heart, involving the horse as a vehicle to our connections with nature…I need to know, from YOU…what goes straight to your heart when you are with horses, or think about them…what words come from a heart-felt moment that you can tell me of your connection to the earth, as a living vibrant planet 

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    And thanks for everyone who is  authentic to their depths      
            and  honest about their spectrum of emotions …
                the art,  and the communciations we share
           ~~~   the world is a better place with you in it   ~~~

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I've never been in jail, tho  I was once charged with being disorderly in florida ( okay, I was in a punk band, whats the big deal, I was changing clothes in public, and i happened to be on top of a woman , but we knew each other, and the only reason we got in trouble was because we were in a tree in a cemetary at three in the morning, doing acid, and did I say her dad was a sargeant on the police force…it was a nice tree…  )… 

I've never been on probation, never had to be in re-hab, never had a drug or alcohol problem, never been on medications, tho if you are its probably for a good reason, like world peace…
…my mom liked me cause I have a healthy dis-respect for most everything, and I made her laugh, which is what she was doing before she died, tho that could have been the last straw, …by the way, how much does a straw weigh?  

Ever since I was a kid I learned to ask the tough questions adults hate to hear,  I grew up near fort knox,kentucky surrounded by christian fundamentalists, I got called a witch ( thats funny ! ) and an anti-christ, ( not as funny ) and I saw the worlds activities as full of people, racing, to tell their thoughts, as trying to get others to agree, with their limitations…and I also spent five years in Sedona,
                         and what I suggest is
              don't believe everything you hear, 
   and no,    its not all good,    some of it is really bad,
      some of it is pathetic, some of it is horrifying ……
   
 There are a lot of spiritual phonies of all kinds and uniforms…
   and sometimes life requires more than  a motto to get by …

So…trust yourself…ask questions, learn, take it in and don't be afraid to question them…when people want to tell someone the “truth”  then its their perspective, their “truth” , thru their map of their life, not yours. , What people know is one thing, what people don't know is much bigger, so right away when people tell you what they know, remember they're limited by what they don't know..  

Once something is named it becomes a limited belief and truth is an illusion seen behind a veil…and where some claim to “see” something better than others, maybe it depends on the perspective of the individual..not some artificial heirarchy.
not some person , given god status and annointed royalty, all royalty does is claim a better portion and the best of everything,  oh and don't forget to send them money…

Then they want to tell you what to do…or how to be…or what some entity is named..   Thats beyond funny, thats just more mental masturbation..not every body has to be some head priest, or major guru, or some top job…the real thing doesn't need a name, somethings have been around long before some person gave it a name…just because someone un-covered or re-discovered something for their selves, doesn't mean they invented it…

…look…it doesn't matter to me what people believe, or what the names are, everyone has a story that is their guide, a lot of people do the best they can with what they have., we all believe something ..the metaphors, and things, and places that we give meaning, and our sacred space…all of us have this

All of us have guides, and teachers that hand something to us,
I have a problem when people take a role of authority, and act like you need them to get to somewhere when none is needed……, or you won't reach salvation, or some nirvanna, or paradise…we can all grow according to our nature, even a blade of grass knows this…

if you feel you have a need, then go ahead,sometimes we need more information only  another person can give us, its your decision…I won't make fun of you or anything like that, a lot of people put a name to describe an energy or a spirit, but there is no need to have a person be a middle-man, or woman, 
            between you and a universal energy,
 
A guide is one thing, a dependancy is trading one thing for another  we know what we know and there is so much more that we don't know, so explore and find …for yourselves..
            we are born with all we need inside of us..
           its already your birthright, don't give it away   …

Being overly influenced by others means we give them the power…others will be more than happy to keep you limited by their beliefs, and will drag you down…thats why I don't respect overt-ly spiritual people that want to tell others how to feel, and be , thats why i don't respect cliches, it shows mediocrity,

All religions and spirituality deserves to be suspect, the ones with blood on their hands, whether its the inquisition, the dark ages, or jihad, or surrender or die, deserve to be discarded to histories dust, quit making excuses for their sorry selves…
          god doesn't need anyone to kiss gods ass, and maybe
          there is something beyond god, such as infinity ,,,

Maybe instead of acting like there has to be a  chasm and a choice between east or west, maybe the world would be benefitted by evolving,  and merging east and west…  instead of believing religions for what they say…actually look at what they do   .and see if it fits for today, the 21st century, 
                the choice is yours, enuff said…

 We all have a brilliance to live up to, within ourselves,
                   without needing to be over-achievers…
                 or to  mistake activity for accomplishment…

That requires courage to go deep and face our own darkness and emotions…I'm with you, but I won't do it for you, and don't expect anyone else to, that is your destiny..
          that is your map…you are the author of your life   …

            I like inter-relating with people, casual is fine,
                    tho I don't do fake casual relations,
                        I don't need to collect friends,
            I don't  need   people to pat me on the back, 
             solitude is easy for me, I'm not a lonely person,
             I  do  know my worth…I  do like being personal, and 
              knowing how people migrate and evolve…
                        thru the tapestry of existance   —   
              With an appetite for living, I challenge myself,  
                   to be better than I was  a year ago,
               and next year I'll be better than I am today..
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             I'm not tough on people, but I do expect integrity, 
                  and people to set their own standards, 
        of self-respect, and live up to something without 
             waiting, or looking around for others approval ~~~

      With freedom are possibilities, and also responsibility   
      for the choices you have made, and whats been done, 
          
        I do move on very easy…..I move lightly  thru this life— 
                              like a breeze, like the wind,
                     and sometimes as a force of nature —

              I have some things to accomplish in this life,
        if you want to know me, then mutual respect is required,

              and we are equals… its simple enough —

        The animals I spend time with is about building their
                   confidence in me, so they trust me
                              and the hand that guides…
                   compassion matters, kindness matters,
                          sometimes we're all they have   — 
            ~~~     they deserve the dignity that is theirs   ~~~

    
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 I plan on some future workshops and presentations…,  that will take horses,  horsemanship, and people who are connected to horses, into the 21st century…my goal is to be part of the conciousness of the horse world…I will settle for nothing less
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also, I plan on flying out to some 4-5 day  trips around different regions of the west  to set up future horse clinics and presentations…( and to add to my photo portfolio )  so if any of you know where I can put on a free demonstration, I specialize with young horses, older horses that need “re-training”, horses that are resentful, and horses that won't pick up their feet, or have other people-related problems…I'll also hold dog clinics if there enough people willing to sign up, I need to at least cover expenses, these will also be taped for on-line lessons…

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REGARDING MY WORK WITH HORSES…
     I view horses and our relation with them as an art,
     and in art there is no competition,  only contributions…

..over the years I've had to re-train many resentful horses who hated being with people…people who were stuck on their style and image that the horse had to conform to… 
A lot of people are stuck on a style,western or eastern, and  of their image, and that has harmed more horses, I know because  I'm the one who has to meet them, being an empath and   intuitive I felt over-whelmed at times, and thats one of the  reasons I like workimg in solitude……and at night…

I've since learned to filter and explain what had no words before, I've always been okay about talking in front of groups, now I want to “move” people …I've found people that are willing, and know the meaning of being inter-dependant, and trust-worthy and being in a  partnership —

Most people have horses to ride, and if they can't ride, the horses become disposable…I'm out to change that, I'm not the only one, others do what they do, I do what I do…the horse is already a captive audience, I want to change their slavery status…

horses are pure athletes, they love to move their muscles, nature wants them to, how they are developed in captivity is constantly evolving, and should, for what is best for the horse, fortunately we all evolve and grow as we migrate thru our lives …

we're in the 21st century and I've found a lot of people want more of a connection with their horses, thats what i offer., I don't look at  horses mostly  for our entertainment, if people need that much entertainment or something to control , then go jerk off….
its easier than taking it out on the horse..and they deserve better

I rarely ride my own horses, I enjoy time with them…and sometimes I get on, and most times I don't ..I mostly enjoy their companionship, their appetite for living,
     and their feral pride that claims their space on earth…
they are worthy of dignity that is light years past entertainment..

.my job is to show the future, and  with some sense of humor, and the emotional heart-felt connection, to do that i still have to remember people will want to ride their horses, change evolves, to get there sometimes means the past comes along till its shed away, when people make up their own minds… 

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 Also I'm planning a photo book on animals, and people,
some are portraits, some are nudes… some examples are in this photo portion of this profile…the nudes are shot with strong contrasts of natural light and shadows, which tends to obscure the identity and allow the energy to present itself…,
they'll be shown in a gallery portfolio, together, and alternating,  with the horses…there is power, grace, and energy in the curves   of nature….
           when printed on watercolor or metallic paper
                       theres an elegance to the image.
    
      (  .if you would like to collaborate ,let me know and we can discuss ideas and details, you're always welcome to bring someone along and I've got references. )
 ..( the photos in the profile are a little darker so they won't  be down-loaded, when I figure out how to water-mark them then they'll be color corrected…
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           I'm very open and up-front about who I am,
                  what I'm about, and what i do…..
           which allows my mind to fill with more
           important thoughts, feel…& ideas.
       What anyone else does is their unique and individual
         map of life…I don't expect anyone to live like i do…

                I expect you to live like you do —
                I'm not here  to tell others how to live…
                  tho I do promote independant thought…
       and…I encourage people not to give their power away…

……I do like creative advice…and every once in a while I find  unique people  that I connect with and reflect energy,
          which is a catalyst for creative impulses…
                   ——   adventures, and tangents   ——

.I've never needed to proove anything to anyone, or to any animal…I don't have to over-compensate to be someone I'm not, and neither should you…theres better things to do with energy…

I'm here mostly for my time with animals, or photography…
and inter-relating with people…I'm not trolling for chicks…or looking for a relationship, or sex…I've never needed to…
                   all these things happen,  when
            the elements are in place……and nature rules..

I'm a good -natured, playful  person, who will challenge people… to be who they say they are, to sometimes go beyond their selves, and sometimes to put away their masks, and relax…..
         and I fully expect people, and situations,
          and circumstances  to challenge me…
          and, I've been known to take my own advice
 
.I don't lie to get what I want or need..At  this point in my life, I'm happily single and casually dating, ..I'm not desperate to be in relationships and I'm not allergic to them…… I can commit to the time when there is a  connection and an agreement……..
I enjoy the dynamics of a relationship, I've grown from them ….my relationships tend to have a life of there own, where  nature takes its course, and the freedom to go where it flows……

Personally, I like exploring the depths and the currents and the intensity in a  relationship, the complementary natures..
   .why else have one…….   I'm not a possessive person,
and there  are some friendships with women I miss, …
   ……sometimes we don't get to say goodbye……

                 Personally, I spend time with women who
     are intelligent…elegant….a little dorky…& like to laugh…
                   who understand the words dependable,
                       independant, and inter-dependant
             and who view their selves as forces of nature…
                knowing that there are heights and depths
             the joy of sensations, the tapestry of moods
                              the contrasts of emotions…
             the colors of the atmospheres that are created,
                    and understand the fury of the moment,
             the creative impulses, and have a passion for living…
                 and toss their hair for the same reasons
                              my mares toss their mane   —
                 I would never try to tame your wild mind   —
            I'm here to glide together for a passage of time,
 I will challenge you, give you room to “be”, flourish, and shine…
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.I don't speak negatively of past lovers, theres a reason we got together and circumstances dictated  the time of when to move on, and when to inter-weave……I've only ever had consensual sex, I don't “trick” women into anything , I've never needed  to…

I've been around women all my life, and I've had some
excellant role models..in men..and women, some times
 of how to present myself, and sometimes what not to do
                    by watching others mistakes…,    
 I never felt a need to repeat my parents mistakes    —
.from them I sometimes learned what I don't want…

             I know the importance of communication, 
               and I won't talk, or over-analyze, things to death,….
               .I'm comfortable with silence……and that somethings
                              need no further explainings   —
          I don't get my advice at bars… or …from teevee, …….
                          I listen to my inner rhythyms…
                
      We're on a living vibrant planet…which we all  feel , tho sometimes people aren't sure of creations energy… I'm not a prude, and its stupid and childish when people  are phonies regarding sex.,which is earth energy, and then cover it with lies, but thats what happens when dumb religions and spiritualty cults  tell us when, how  and what to do,…. thats what happens when the personal politics of both, male and female, scratch for power and then like bad drunks  are careless with that energy….

       Sometimes security is a trap of a captive animal, …….
               sometimes rules don't work for anyone,
sometimes boundaries should be organic as people evolve,
       sometimes things change, in the moons phase,
sometimes we need to grow beyond previous moments……
    sometimes there are no boundaries in the currents we ride…

What happens between consenting adults is between them…personally I don't care who you go out with, or who you hump, tho you should care…. who you give yourself to….

.I'm not a possessive person, and in this life, individuals sometimes have their own needs to be fullfilled…they should be honest about their feelings, with their selves, and with others…I've always been loyal to the nature of my relations,      whether its an open or closed relation…
I make it easy for people to be true to their selves,
 so they aren't put in a position they have to lie……

…When I meet with a woman, I can have a conversation, or lunch, or whatever…… its without expectations, and I'm open to exploring the possibilities…if there are any……when I meet a woman I honor if they're in a relation, I don't interfere in others relationships…sometimes freedom means going to a banquet, knowing you can't eat everything..and knowing how much to eat.

Being bundles of energy in a physical world…sex happens between me and the other:  when the elements are in place, the electricity, the consent, and I need to hear a “tone” that is the spirit to spirit connection…before the adventure begins…

I respect personal space, of animals, and of people..I don't grope women, I don't go for cheap hugs, and fake kisses,
and I rarely shake hands..I don't fake friendship, I'm not a good politician and I don't love unconditionally, and most of you don't either…you can say what you want …its one thing to be love, its another to be loving, sometimes it mingles, but mostly its a front people put on as an act, or a mask —

All of those supposed holy people weren't as perfect as they want the public to know…we're all human doing the best to not drown, and to come to grips with our humanity, and the reality  of  when we actually have to show some integrity..
     Every Holy Whoever has  had to come to terms with life,
       and depth as We All Do…we are all born with spirit,
        live up to your own Brilliance, not someone elses

So energy is best used on something earth-bound…we're here, and I don't see us getting off this planet anytime soon…Rather than being in the race pretending to be holier than some one else..and trying to act like you should love every body  , just do what you can….everybody has the universe in them already some people waste theirs,  and thats just not my problem..
      .I won't carry the worlds burdens on my shoulders…

Everybody that knows me personally knows I give of myself …
            ,,,I offer what comes thru me freely….
……I have hands that heal…..my touch means something.. .

…I'm generally a warm person and the ones close to me
     know  who they are…some women know my touch, and
      … I also tend to make connections from a distance…
        …I sense the energies…and some other things…
    …of animals , and of people.. and of this living vibrant planet…

All that being said, I don't use photo sessions to “date”…the main motivation is to create a work of art and images that have an elegance to the life in them……when you would like to discuss some ideas and details,I'm easy to talk with……
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I have a  curiosity, of how we migrate and evolve thru our lives   ——      some of my favorite  * words *  are:

equilibrium…surreptitious…serendipity…feel…taste
…motion…mobility…experience of the moment…
  shared sweat……flow…acausal…connections…
…destiny…clarity…presence…spirit……stirring… molecules…
. ..inter-weaving…synchronicity…be-coming….adventures…
  ..resonate……and pussy…   ( the animal that is beyond taming
                                                       and every religions bane )…
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Ever since I was a kid,I wake up around two every morning, now
sometimes I read, sometimes write, some things depend on who I'm with, sometimes listen to music, sometimes go out and spend time with my horses…sometimes go back to sleep..

I I tend to gravitate toward people, especially women who have fast minds, and are somewhat eccentric,quirky, goofy , have a touch of brilliance, elegance, and grace— and live it,………

I played baseball and soccer and i like team sports,
but i don't hang with guys, and I don't need male bonding and all those secret handshakes…I won't talk about the weather, I don't complain…and I don't sit around wondering whats going
on with women…or how to score…
                                 …I know how to relate…
     ……whether I choose to depends on the atmosphere……

Tho I relate very well with horses and dogs, my personality is more like a panther, I'm not a herd animal, … my main power animals are panther, hawk, turtle, wolf , horse, snake, and the wind..and the flow of water…I switch depending on where my observations and feelings go…on earth time……

 I tend to gravitate to animals that have high emotions,and an                        appetite for living…the will to live…

The women who know me best say that I'm peaceful, tho not mellow,with an under-current, and a sense of humor, tho I have been known to tell some people to fuck off ……
 …and little tolerance for people who stay by choice in their small world of stupidity and lack of integrity, why waste time with them…

Tho we are all emotional human animals, and we do evolve thru life, and I accept what happens, what has happened,
and I move on from there…life is for living, and growing…
           —   people tend to inter-weave in my life, …
       I give people space…they're welcome to leave,
             and  they're more than welcome to stay, 
            …depending on the nature of the relation…

 ***   And I really do want for animals, and people, and plants, 
         to  be glad they were born who they are…each according
              to  their nature, circumstances, and experiences…
          animals are a captive audience, people have choices…

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(for those who are really curious…. www.google.com
                           “characteristics of an Indigo adult”
                          ” characteristics of an Indigo child”)   ——
          
              the choice to shine is with the individual   ——
              ……and some things are beyond names, and 
                quantification…its a new time, just let us exist)
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     ******   I take full responsibility for my actions   ******
              and I hold my own self up to do the work
                      I need to accomplish my goals…
                  to make a living while offering what I am…
and to be giving of the gifts that were with me from birth……
    
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I'm fiercely independant, I'm not a people-pleaser, I won't say what you want to hear, I'll say what the moment requires…  
          
         walk with dignity and grace…and some dorkiness ..

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